the way you make me feel...

sound of beautiful words in a slow melody..
taste of lemon, ice and honey..
well written, so sweet and proper..
the way u make me feel..is way crazier..

as combustions react to chemistry...
as collisions react to physics..
as hormones responds to biology..
like numbers of equations in mathematics..
u make me react to your thoughts and your lips
silently trigger my nerves and my logic..
cut out my insecurity and everything tht used to be so damn basic..
how lost in the forest seems like walking along the beach...

no longer worried, no longer thirsty..
i dont need food, on diet for a better me..
plain water tastes so addictive and sweet...
this is not accidental..this is for real...

the way u make me feel
the way comedy hyped up the auditorium
the way science students understand equilibrium..
the way medula oblongata talks to cerebelum..
like the funny hiccups getting louder and cuter
like the connection between a man and soccer
like the connection all women feel whenever together..
hardly forgets to paint a smile
hardly remembers to argue every mile..

collision...

11th of march 2010..7.40am..damn..

that was the day i experienced something for the very first time...car accident..collision with..luckily just a tree..no other living organism involved..no other cars to point fingers to..though it hurts to see 'anggun' got towed to mazda glenmarie..i keep reminding myself how lucky i am..to still be here..singing..performing..loving for living..damn...to see anggun upside down like that..i have no idea how i got out of her...with no scratch at all..Astaghfirullahalazim..Subhanallah..thats what i said...im blessed..

my body shivered the whole day..during the police report..escorting anggun to the workshop..waiting..and waiting for everything to settle there and then..shaking like hell...i admit..i was afraid...of what?i dont know...but what i know for sure..this kinda feeling cant just be shaken off simply like that..i guess only time could heal...and bring back the confidence in me...to react accordingly to my surroundings...

welcoming you welcoming me..

assalamualaikum..welcome my bros n sistas..this is your girl typing effortlessly for the first time..im hopeful for this feeling remains throughout my life so i will never miss sharing every tiny, minute detail experience and secrets worth keeping..

for tonight...all i can say is..welcome...bcuz the rest of my team members think that this is a distraction..especially in the middle of practicing..:) got to go...

fly